28/10/16
12.01
Oh my. I should be sleeping i'll be schooling later. Ugh. SHit . I must not fall for him like honestly. SHIEEIT. i can feel that my love for him is getting stronger but im pulling myself back and not to fall for him. Im just scared ok, GG la. Ugh. I dont wanna have another crush. Face time with him HAHAAH AND I CANT STOP SMILING SIAAA SHEEEEIT. iffa stop pls. UGH, I must not fall for his words la. i must know him well. It is just 10 month i knew him and i feel like i known him forever. NO IFFA. somebody need to hold me back.Right person but wrong timing... you feel me??????? ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
whyyyyyyyyyyyyy. the way he smile n laugh HOLY MAK DIA HAHAHAHA I CANT TAKE IT HAHAAHAHAHHA SO CUTE LA SIA. BUT NO IFFA NO. DONT IFFA PLS. KAU TU MCM PKM PERANGAI ON OFF. Apparently, he just another version of me though. argh i cant laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. i must stop this feeling. UGHHH I CAN FEEL THE LOVE RUSH SIA AUHFENEFWNRW. F THIS SHEITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
I GO SLEEEEEEEEEEP AH SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Thursday, 27 October 2016
Friday, 21 October 2016
Fine Dining
22/10/16
12:13am
So yesterday, i had fine dining. It was help at Clark Quay @ royal palm. The place was quite class but squeezyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Like orang kahwin already. HAIYAAA, i did not win the mr miss poise. HAIS. I suck in life la. Aku da beat up face, pakai proper masih tk dapat chosen. It is okay la. I suck alot. I suck in love, i suck in this.Maybe i literally suck. The winner pakai relax sia....................... UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH my hard work forever not paid off la. i should just get the fck out from here man.
The food at royal palm last warning eh. aku kat rumah boleh masak satu meal sial. HAHAHAHAH
so weird okay the meal. i can cry.
ok bye ah
12:13am
So yesterday, i had fine dining. It was help at Clark Quay @ royal palm. The place was quite class but squeezyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Like orang kahwin already. HAIYAAA, i did not win the mr miss poise. HAIS. I suck in life la. Aku da beat up face, pakai proper masih tk dapat chosen. It is okay la. I suck alot. I suck in love, i suck in this.Maybe i literally suck. The winner pakai relax sia....................... UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH my hard work forever not paid off la. i should just get the fck out from here man.
The food at royal palm last warning eh. aku kat rumah boleh masak satu meal sial. HAHAHAHAH
so weird okay the meal. i can cry.
ok bye ah
Wednesday, 19 October 2016
What do you mean?
19/10/16
9:43pm
I do not know where to start. I guess my crush for him is gone? I feel stupid. I tried to be strong whenever he said ' doesnt mean if i chat with that person, i like what' . Ok your point? Little do you know that i had a lil crush on you. I am inlove with your humor and openess. Why in the first place you are whatsapping me? Wah shit la. I hate this feeling. It is okay. I guess this is my repayment. Padan muke aku la rejecting people. I feel like crying because whenever i lowkey about my feelings the particular person will show his innerself. Ugh, i am so speechless ok. I used to like this guy back then and it just break into pieces. This time round? It breaks me again. Im i not good enough for love? It is ok, maybe i am not fated to be in love. It is okay. :)
9:43pm
I do not know where to start. I guess my crush for him is gone? I feel stupid. I tried to be strong whenever he said ' doesnt mean if i chat with that person, i like what' . Ok your point? Little do you know that i had a lil crush on you. I am inlove with your humor and openess. Why in the first place you are whatsapping me? Wah shit la. I hate this feeling. It is okay. I guess this is my repayment. Padan muke aku la rejecting people. I feel like crying because whenever i lowkey about my feelings the particular person will show his innerself. Ugh, i am so speechless ok. I used to like this guy back then and it just break into pieces. This time round? It breaks me again. Im i not good enough for love? It is ok, maybe i am not fated to be in love. It is okay. :)
Saturday, 15 October 2016
Fam?
16/10/16
12:30am
Hah. I am forever ranting at this timing. I dont know why but i am so pissed ah. Fck family? Hiding things away from me? People be like ' maybe surprise for you' haha. FYI, my family is not the type will surprise the fuck out of me. They dont play that shit. The only person that will get something that i want which is a phone is only my DAD. Other then that, NO. This is just too much. Telling outsiders secrets but not me? Telling the rest of my family member but not me? What the fuck sial? This is just unacceptable. I dont play hiding things shit. Be straight up with me. You ask me to be your bridesmate but my fucking job is only to take you food and deliver it to your room and outsider people is able to follow you to take photoshoot? Knn ccb la perangai. THANKS ah sial. You just dont know how i feel. The person that will follow you to the hotel is not me. hah fuck can la can. Maybe i do not want to be your bridesmate la. I think i would rather sit one side n shake my fcking legs off. You reach home and still have the cheek to say ' i told everyone except you' AHHH CAN LAAA. EH my life so shiok ah at times. Best treatment sial. Do you guys wanna know something? I just wish to MIA one day. It was one of my bucket list. I cant wait to travel. I cant wait to MIA from everyone. I know i wasnt meant to be in this Country & Family. They dont need me. So why im i here? I just cant wait to finish up my studies and just travel away from here. If they convinced me to stay or come back to Singapore i will not hesitate to say no. I do not care whatever the weather is happening in Singapore. You guys neglected me. Hurt my feelings without knowing. I do not know why people are hurting my feelings. I am so tired of staying strong. My temper these days just snapped in a split seconds these days. My patience that i hold on is already gone. I just can't keep quiet and let it happen but this makes me snapped so badly. IF you feel like i am not needed just say. There is no need for you to indirect to me. Do you know that i am not stupid enoughhhh???????? Aku just rase geram, disappointed and sedih ah. I just wanna MIA one day once i become a cabin crew. I will travel often. I dont think will stay in Singapore that much. That is my promise. I am going to MIA. People do not need me anymore. I am not needed in their life. People have been hurting me, lying to me and etc. I had enough. I just hope that one day i could be a cabin crew. I am dying to be that. Not because it is a glamorous job is just my passion and meet different type people. I am tired of seeing the same people and same attitude in Singapore. Especially in my household. I need open minded people. I just wish that one day my love of my life is a good guy? If there isnt, forget it. Tkde jodoh pon tkpe. I am an independent woman, If i ever feel like coming back to Singapore one day maybe that just sucks. I think i will be at home for one day?? & i just shove my ass out from the house. I had enough already ah people hiding things from me. There is no need for you to tell me anymore. Just keep it and tell outsiders ah okay :) Aku kan not darah daging kau. Tak ya la bilang aku. Outsiders must be your DARAH DAGING SEHATI SEJIWA. Gasak kau la nak. Fck it la hor. Perangai kau seriously mcm ccb la. I feel such a relieve ah type this out because letting out to my family members pon mcm tak guna ah. You guys thinks that i am so stupid.
Honestly, right now i feel like finding a job. I just need to find some income for myself and own experience. I want something that related to beauty and some data entry? Either one? Ugh, i just need to have that feeling of having own money yak know. UGH. I am tired of doing side business kat internet. Boring sia lama2. OK la bye. have fun reading people
CHAOCHAO
12:30am
Hah. I am forever ranting at this timing. I dont know why but i am so pissed ah. Fck family? Hiding things away from me? People be like ' maybe surprise for you' haha. FYI, my family is not the type will surprise the fuck out of me. They dont play that shit. The only person that will get something that i want which is a phone is only my DAD. Other then that, NO. This is just too much. Telling outsiders secrets but not me? Telling the rest of my family member but not me? What the fuck sial? This is just unacceptable. I dont play hiding things shit. Be straight up with me. You ask me to be your bridesmate but my fucking job is only to take you food and deliver it to your room and outsider people is able to follow you to take photoshoot? Knn ccb la perangai. THANKS ah sial. You just dont know how i feel. The person that will follow you to the hotel is not me. hah fuck can la can. Maybe i do not want to be your bridesmate la. I think i would rather sit one side n shake my fcking legs off. You reach home and still have the cheek to say ' i told everyone except you' AHHH CAN LAAA. EH my life so shiok ah at times. Best treatment sial. Do you guys wanna know something? I just wish to MIA one day. It was one of my bucket list. I cant wait to travel. I cant wait to MIA from everyone. I know i wasnt meant to be in this Country & Family. They dont need me. So why im i here? I just cant wait to finish up my studies and just travel away from here. If they convinced me to stay or come back to Singapore i will not hesitate to say no. I do not care whatever the weather is happening in Singapore. You guys neglected me. Hurt my feelings without knowing. I do not know why people are hurting my feelings. I am so tired of staying strong. My temper these days just snapped in a split seconds these days. My patience that i hold on is already gone. I just can't keep quiet and let it happen but this makes me snapped so badly. IF you feel like i am not needed just say. There is no need for you to indirect to me. Do you know that i am not stupid enoughhhh???????? Aku just rase geram, disappointed and sedih ah. I just wanna MIA one day once i become a cabin crew. I will travel often. I dont think will stay in Singapore that much. That is my promise. I am going to MIA. People do not need me anymore. I am not needed in their life. People have been hurting me, lying to me and etc. I had enough. I just hope that one day i could be a cabin crew. I am dying to be that. Not because it is a glamorous job is just my passion and meet different type people. I am tired of seeing the same people and same attitude in Singapore. Especially in my household. I need open minded people. I just wish that one day my love of my life is a good guy? If there isnt, forget it. Tkde jodoh pon tkpe. I am an independent woman, If i ever feel like coming back to Singapore one day maybe that just sucks. I think i will be at home for one day?? & i just shove my ass out from the house. I had enough already ah people hiding things from me. There is no need for you to tell me anymore. Just keep it and tell outsiders ah okay :) Aku kan not darah daging kau. Tak ya la bilang aku. Outsiders must be your DARAH DAGING SEHATI SEJIWA. Gasak kau la nak. Fck it la hor. Perangai kau seriously mcm ccb la. I feel such a relieve ah type this out because letting out to my family members pon mcm tak guna ah. You guys thinks that i am so stupid.
Honestly, right now i feel like finding a job. I just need to find some income for myself and own experience. I want something that related to beauty and some data entry? Either one? Ugh, i just need to have that feeling of having own money yak know. UGH. I am tired of doing side business kat internet. Boring sia lama2. OK la bye. have fun reading people
CHAOCHAO
Friday, 14 October 2016
RECOVER!
14/10/16
10:41PM
Alhamdulilah, ive recovered from my chicken pox. My experience of having chicken pox was really sucks but on the other hand i am happy that i have already recover. The scars on my face has already disappear. It was a relieve. Coming back to school was okay. FINALLY it is the weekend. Time pass by really quick these days. My teacher is so sweet lol HAHA, HE ASKED ME HOW IS MY EXPERIENCE ON HAVING CHICKEN POX. LOL HAHAH. All i can say is ' i have lost my appetite' Thats all la. HAHA.
Ugh, i do not know why but theres something inside me that i need to let it out. I just feel so frustrated so much. Whenever i see that son of a b face. I get mad & disgusted. OK so , he treated her as a friend and nothing much. He admit that he is contacting with her and does not even have a feelings for her. TO MY OPINION LA KAN, IF you start to talk to that particular person, you should have an intention. If you suddenly just leave her like that what do you think will she feel. OBVIOUSLY, SUCKS. LOLSZXCXCX. If you really like someone just talk to that particular person and do not give hopes. Although you seems oblivious about it but please use your mind la boy. Irritating nak mampos sia. I felt annoyed so much la. I am not surprised if he stop talking to me lol. kbye.
HEHE BYEBEYBEYE
10:41PM
Alhamdulilah, ive recovered from my chicken pox. My experience of having chicken pox was really sucks but on the other hand i am happy that i have already recover. The scars on my face has already disappear. It was a relieve. Coming back to school was okay. FINALLY it is the weekend. Time pass by really quick these days. My teacher is so sweet lol HAHA, HE ASKED ME HOW IS MY EXPERIENCE ON HAVING CHICKEN POX. LOL HAHAH. All i can say is ' i have lost my appetite' Thats all la. HAHA.
Ugh, i do not know why but theres something inside me that i need to let it out. I just feel so frustrated so much. Whenever i see that son of a b face. I get mad & disgusted. OK so , he treated her as a friend and nothing much. He admit that he is contacting with her and does not even have a feelings for her. TO MY OPINION LA KAN, IF you start to talk to that particular person, you should have an intention. If you suddenly just leave her like that what do you think will she feel. OBVIOUSLY, SUCKS. LOLSZXCXCX. If you really like someone just talk to that particular person and do not give hopes. Although you seems oblivious about it but please use your mind la boy. Irritating nak mampos sia. I felt annoyed so much la. I am not surprised if he stop talking to me lol. kbye.
HEHE BYEBEYBEYE
Wednesday, 5 October 2016
Founded out
5/10/16
11:03pm
Helo,
So today apparently, theres a hot news. I got to found out from my close friend that someone chatted with that guy. LOL. I knew it that girl is chatting with him. Aku mcm tak tau nak rasa ape lagi la. I am excited for next week for my come back. Im gonna be sarcastic with that guy. ' oh so i heard some news from you huh'. When it hurts but it hurts so good. Whatever lah. Do whatever you want boy, i cant lie but i got a little rush whenever i talk to you but i hold myself back because i do not want to fall in love. I refrain myself from doing that. It is not my time yet and i am not capable of loving anyone. I am love awkward. I talk shit and love roasting people in a joking way so i do not know if anyone could handle me. Before i forgot, he still got the cheek to whatsapp me and say ' i cant wait for you to come back! Please be quick'
ERRR... Da mendak ke kat skola? I thought you are chatting with her in class and you are still bored? LOL. You think i am an entertainer isit. lol she cant make you happy isit and you need me to entertain you in school? ummm okay. Memang patut la aku kat rumah so i can chill my ass off at home i do not need to face you in school. The way you talk to me now is so different and i do not know why anymore but i do not care about it because my heart is too hard lol. hhahaha. I know how guys gonna play with their tricks. DONT THINK IMA GONNA FALL INTO YOUR TRAP BOY. I'm smart and mature enough to think. One week at home feels forever but i enjoy it HAHA actually no ah i miss alotttt of lessons already. IM DEAD BRO IM DEAD. Besides, they are just revising. So once im back to school it is already class test. LOL. Ok la kan. My life just sucks. HAHA.
OKK BYE BYE.
11:03pm
Helo,
So today apparently, theres a hot news. I got to found out from my close friend that someone chatted with that guy. LOL. I knew it that girl is chatting with him. Aku mcm tak tau nak rasa ape lagi la. I am excited for next week for my come back. Im gonna be sarcastic with that guy. ' oh so i heard some news from you huh'. When it hurts but it hurts so good. Whatever lah. Do whatever you want boy, i cant lie but i got a little rush whenever i talk to you but i hold myself back because i do not want to fall in love. I refrain myself from doing that. It is not my time yet and i am not capable of loving anyone. I am love awkward. I talk shit and love roasting people in a joking way so i do not know if anyone could handle me. Before i forgot, he still got the cheek to whatsapp me and say ' i cant wait for you to come back! Please be quick'
ERRR... Da mendak ke kat skola? I thought you are chatting with her in class and you are still bored? LOL. You think i am an entertainer isit. lol she cant make you happy isit and you need me to entertain you in school? ummm okay. Memang patut la aku kat rumah so i can chill my ass off at home i do not need to face you in school. The way you talk to me now is so different and i do not know why anymore but i do not care about it because my heart is too hard lol. hhahaha. I know how guys gonna play with their tricks. DONT THINK IMA GONNA FALL INTO YOUR TRAP BOY. I'm smart and mature enough to think. One week at home feels forever but i enjoy it HAHA actually no ah i miss alotttt of lessons already. IM DEAD BRO IM DEAD. Besides, they are just revising. So once im back to school it is already class test. LOL. Ok la kan. My life just sucks. HAHA.
OKK BYE BYE.
Saturday, 1 October 2016
Hello?
2/10/16
12am
HELLO OCTOBER!
Apparently today, two of my friends asked me whether i am alright. That is so sweet. They saw my tweet whether im i alright. I just had to lie and say that i am fine but actually i did not lie haha. I just said i am not completely fine at all something just distracts my mind. I felt really touched when my friend asked my well being. That is kinda sweet. That just shows how much they paid attention to my tweets... I do not really Retweet something emotional but recently i did. I just couldn't help myself. I dont want to think too much on this anymore because i told myself that everything is going to be alright and i have to get fully recovered from my chicken pox.
OMG I better get studying soon. 14 oct is my test. I have not yet to study! Principals Office Administration just sucks so much. I dont even get it. At times i felt like giving up but this is life, we cant give up that easily. Thankfully, this coming exam it is only ONE PAPER. HAPPY SIA! Actually, i forgot about my test... till my friend posted it. LOL. How much i hated school LOL. I just cant wait to end my studies. I should have studied harder but it is already too late. 2 years NITEC and i hope i will get into 2 year higher nitec................ Ya Allah Lamanyaaaaaaaaaaa.......................
I am so bored................ I feel like studying but confirm gua sakit balik. I am so tired of eating pills 4 times a day. I cant wait to get rid of my pills. I really salute people that had to consume pills for the rest of their life. HOW YOU GUYS MANAGE? Oh my.. Cobaan !!
Ok bye. I need to find something else to do other than sleep......... OK BYE!
12am
HELLO OCTOBER!
Apparently today, two of my friends asked me whether i am alright. That is so sweet. They saw my tweet whether im i alright. I just had to lie and say that i am fine but actually i did not lie haha. I just said i am not completely fine at all something just distracts my mind. I felt really touched when my friend asked my well being. That is kinda sweet. That just shows how much they paid attention to my tweets... I do not really Retweet something emotional but recently i did. I just couldn't help myself. I dont want to think too much on this anymore because i told myself that everything is going to be alright and i have to get fully recovered from my chicken pox.
OMG I better get studying soon. 14 oct is my test. I have not yet to study! Principals Office Administration just sucks so much. I dont even get it. At times i felt like giving up but this is life, we cant give up that easily. Thankfully, this coming exam it is only ONE PAPER. HAPPY SIA! Actually, i forgot about my test... till my friend posted it. LOL. How much i hated school LOL. I just cant wait to end my studies. I should have studied harder but it is already too late. 2 years NITEC and i hope i will get into 2 year higher nitec................ Ya Allah Lamanyaaaaaaaaaaa.......................
I am so bored................ I feel like studying but confirm gua sakit balik. I am so tired of eating pills 4 times a day. I cant wait to get rid of my pills. I really salute people that had to consume pills for the rest of their life. HOW YOU GUYS MANAGE? Oh my.. Cobaan !!
Ok bye. I need to find something else to do other than sleep......... OK BYE!
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