Tuesday 12 January 2016

College life

12/1/16
Hi
It is only the second day of the orientation and im feeling so shagged. Making friends was tougher than i thought. Today was a bit pissed with this girl. She seems friendly and kind suddenly she kept quiet like i have did something wrong. LOL ? Please Do not show attitude this orientation week. Kau dah kenapa? Seriously sia that girl something wrong sia. Da bilang what we talked about she changed. Where this girl name ' princess' likes to make used of people and i told her about it and she just ignored. I wanna strangle that type of people. Please be appreciative. O Allah Please help to calm haida :( and make her realize! Ya Allah , i wanna find good friends. Mostly they are lots of Malay girls and little Chinese.  36 students in my class. LIKE WHAAT. I thought my class gonna be only 10 but the number surpass me. Ya Allah , semoga keesokan hariku akan lagi terbaik,sudah 2 hari hamba mu disini tidak berasa selesa.Ya Allah engkau sahaja tahu apa perasaan yang tersirat di hati aku. Dugaanku. Aku serahkan ni kepadamu Ya'Allah why i am feeling down of the first week of school .

Basically , in class , my teacher talked about jumping to higher nitec year 2.But i have to go through two years of nitec business and do really well for me to jump into higher nitec year 2 course. I am so scared that i couldn't make it. My main goal right now is to spend 3 years in ITE and then get out from there because i couldn't take it with the huge sums in my class. I asked for my close friends to pray for me. I cried when i think about it. I try to be strong but i can't because of the friends in my class are so bossy. It is okay, i am gonna study hard and be the best. ok gdbye

8.33pm
12/1/16

Sunday 3 January 2016

New years

Hey!
3/01/2016

Happy new years to everyone! I am abit late to this as i was too tired to post a blog :p . Okay so i got into business course in ITE East. Quite excited yet lazy to get back to school.... I would rather stay at home for another one more month. LOL not possible girl! Lets start talking about my new years resolution~ I just wanna excel in my studies. I do not wanna play a fool. Haha. Getting a good GPA. Making my parents proud. Hope to get bursary ! Dang , i just hope all of the subjects are easy ! Doable ! If they are not easy... I wish all the best to me! Ya Allah ! Im so scared that i mixed with the wrong company. Ya Allah! Debaran di hati ! My goals is to really excel well in studies. Not really ready for the exams but i hope my teachers are able to teach me! I hope 2016 brings good to me! New environment , new life , new friends , new minds and lastly new knowledge. Really quite anxious about my course subjects. What if i am not able to make it or worst still couldn't understand.... No one in my family knew about business Im always the odd one out but it is okay to learn something new. Quite unique right? Honestly, I am thankful with my choices maybe Allah S.W.T knew what is better for me. He knows the best. He is the best planner <3 Putting my faith in him.

Received a whatsapp msg from my classmates 4A2 , Looking at their timetable gave me a shock of my life. Having FNN Lessons on a friday afternoon. How insane is that. Yeah i know it is for their own good since they are doing their ' O ' s .Wishing them all the best :) Quite much though! 3 classes of sec 5 in Siglap Secondary School ! Proud of my school ! Seriously though didnt felt proud of my school since day one but it made me smile when i heard there are 3 Sec 5 classes ! Go Go Siglap! Yeah . Most people may think Siglap was a bad school but sorry !! Siglap is awesome! Do not judge its book by the cover * winks * Haha. Okay whatever please do not feel offensive by it :( Okay gtg guyss. see ya in the next blog xP

Love
I.N
12.46am
4/01/16