28/1/2017
2:19pm
It is going to be the end of january 2017! Had lots of commitment to make and i have no time to blog about what is happening. Since i have the time right now, why not i just say it out. Basically, i tried a part time job! As a promoter at Giant Tampines. It was a tiring and a boring one. Working alone just sucks. However, the people there are superb ! They are so friendly! How amazing! They are so easy going. Last week was insane, people are so cheesy with me which i felt so weird about it. Apparently, Theres this secondary kid asked me why is the Jackfruit is sweet. So i decided to answer ' because theres honey in it' WHAT A QUESTION BRO? . But he answered ' no, because you are sweet' . I was stunned and lost. HAHAHAHAHA masih ah nak cheesy dengan aku! I just replied with a straight face ' so do you wanna buy?' he just walked off. Hmm Boleh la. SO, theres another promoter which is a guy came to me and asked whether i am new, so obviously i just answer what he asked because i lazy to talk to any guys. While we were talking , he decided to ask about my instagram. UHHH boy? Please dont be a gatal freak. So freaky!!!! Thankfully ive stopped working haha. Lots of weird customers. Overall, my working experience was ok but i just hate it when im the only one that is working and my boss keep on disappearing. LIKE ok, i know you are the boss but please just don't go anywhere you like and you still can sleep :')) Last week sunday was the worst, i had to do closing ALL BYSELF, My back bone just couldnt take it anymore. Too much heavy stuff to handle. BOXES & TABLES ( made from real wood ) :-) dead. 7 hours of work seems forever lol. I got no one to talk to during work. My boss decided to go back to KL on a SUNDAY. I was left alone. HOW PISSED I WAS. BUT i tried to stay calm and not to curse. LOL. The freezer at the back of giant is like congested. HEAVY & FULL. The pay is yummy though. $8/hr as a promoter.
STUDIES
So, Accounting had started. It was a hell of a ride. I am like telling myself to like the subject. I enjoyed doing T accounts but not DOUBLE ENTRY. As the topics goes by it makes my head go crazy. WHAT ON EARTH. Apparently, studying accounts you have to use your common sense but sadly common sense in me isnt in studies :;) HOW SAD. I tried my best to revise and understand the topic. I just need extra practice so that i could excel in my studies. I do not want my GPA to drop. I am at the right track on maintaining 3.5. Once it dropped. Goodbye to me. It is going to be tough for me to get into higher nitec year 2. I am really determined to get into Higher Nitec Year 2. I do not want to spend 4 years in ITE because it just feels like im in secondary school.3 years is enough for me. YA ALLAH, PLEASE HELP ME! :( .
Saturday 28 January 2017
Monday 9 January 2017
DAY 1 YEAR 2
9/1/2017
6:31pm
Alhamdulilah, first day was okay. Draggy to school but it was ok! Basically, my CA told me that he was proud of me and he is shock to see that my GPA improved real well. He also said that if i maintained this GPA , i could go to higher nitec year 2 ! INSYA'ALLAH! I told him that i really aimed to go to Higher Nitec Year 2 next year. I want to work real hard this year. I do not care about any shits. I really hope i could cope with everything. AMIN.
I felt very uneasy these days. Having doubts with him. Im not that happy as before. I do not know why he seems different ? I dont get it. I just hope everything will be at ease. I hate being too stressed up & keep thinking about him ? I feel stupid? Does he even think about me ? I always felt like crying every now and then but i tried to stayed strong. I do not want to show my weak side. Im afraid to confess. Im just tired to continue the convo? I feel stupid ??????????????? I feel so down...... Im afraid to let go about this to anyone.... But it is alright .... Im just fine...
6:31pm
Alhamdulilah, first day was okay. Draggy to school but it was ok! Basically, my CA told me that he was proud of me and he is shock to see that my GPA improved real well. He also said that if i maintained this GPA , i could go to higher nitec year 2 ! INSYA'ALLAH! I told him that i really aimed to go to Higher Nitec Year 2 next year. I want to work real hard this year. I do not care about any shits. I really hope i could cope with everything. AMIN.
I felt very uneasy these days. Having doubts with him. Im not that happy as before. I do not know why he seems different ? I dont get it. I just hope everything will be at ease. I hate being too stressed up & keep thinking about him ? I feel stupid? Does he even think about me ? I always felt like crying every now and then but i tried to stayed strong. I do not want to show my weak side. Im afraid to confess. Im just tired to continue the convo? I feel stupid ??????????????? I feel so down...... Im afraid to let go about this to anyone.... But it is alright .... Im just fine...
Friday 6 January 2017
2017
6/1/17
7:10pm
Happy 2017 ! May this year will be a blessed one! It is a crucial year for me as i am entering YEAR 2 ! As i am typing this, i am going back to school real soon which sucks but what to do. I am not looking forward to study. It is such a wonderful feeling thinking that next year i am going to graduate to a NITEC Business Cert LOL. I AM SO EXCITED! I hope i could enter to Higher Nitec Year 2. I am going to study hard and focus in class. I do not want to make a fool anymore. I am looking forward to enter a polytechnic ! I hope one day i could go to a university.... I am dying to get a degree. INSYA'ALLAH!
Gosh, two more days till school and my body clock just sucks. I cant !!!!!!!!!! MONDAY STARTS 8AM. 8 FREAKING AM. AKU DA LA BANGUN KUL 11AM. HMM TKYA LA EH. Tomorrow is my last day sleeping late. I am going to miss my bed and my home. I miss doing nothing at home. I miss staring at my laptop and my computer. HAHAHA OH MY GOD. I want to cry. I dont want to go back to school. SCHOOL SUCKS. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. chey. no la. I want to be a cabin crew i make sure get that dream job I am dying to fly off from here. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. 2017 PLEASE BE A GOOD YEAR. AND GOOD BYE.
7:10pm
Happy 2017 ! May this year will be a blessed one! It is a crucial year for me as i am entering YEAR 2 ! As i am typing this, i am going back to school real soon which sucks but what to do. I am not looking forward to study. It is such a wonderful feeling thinking that next year i am going to graduate to a NITEC Business Cert LOL. I AM SO EXCITED! I hope i could enter to Higher Nitec Year 2. I am going to study hard and focus in class. I do not want to make a fool anymore. I am looking forward to enter a polytechnic ! I hope one day i could go to a university.... I am dying to get a degree. INSYA'ALLAH!
Gosh, two more days till school and my body clock just sucks. I cant !!!!!!!!!! MONDAY STARTS 8AM. 8 FREAKING AM. AKU DA LA BANGUN KUL 11AM. HMM TKYA LA EH. Tomorrow is my last day sleeping late. I am going to miss my bed and my home. I miss doing nothing at home. I miss staring at my laptop and my computer. HAHAHA OH MY GOD. I want to cry. I dont want to go back to school. SCHOOL SUCKS. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. chey. no la. I want to be a cabin crew i make sure get that dream job I am dying to fly off from here. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. 2017 PLEASE BE A GOOD YEAR. AND GOOD BYE.
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